Monday, October 18, 2010
I choose not to see, others telling me what had you wrote. I told them, i don't know neither do i want to know. I felt everything in the past was rather fake when i think back what had you told me, seriously. I take every words of urs into my mind, i did ! But now, it's a different thing, it's a different story when i'm standing here looking what's going on now. Why? I'll love to know why everything seems to becoming some things which really gave me damn lots of question marks, gave me lots of doubts on what's going on. It's no longer gonna be as simple as it is, it's no longer gonna go back to the past, it's no longer gonna be as happy as the past, friends doesn't last for life without trust and faith. Everyone makes mistake, it's great to be someone that is kind. But is not just forgive and forget that simple, it's talking about all the trust. How much you made someone trust on you. Letting people to put trust on you, it's easy at first. But when you've done something wrong, everything is gone. How much is it that easy to win back the trust? Not as easy as the first time others have ur trust. Well.. Everyone's changing, i'm changing too. I'm no longer be the elisa that you used to know, neither do you still understand me anymore. Nobody gonna understand the real me, the real elisa. None is gonna be the one who understand how i feel, or rather do they know me that well. Going throught my days at work, school and home. That's it.
Best wishes people.
有时候我真的很后悔，很后悔曾经爱上一个不该爱的人，后悔当初做错了哪一步。。
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