Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Now is the early morning, 6.24am.
I shall blog before i go to school.
this is the third time i dreamt of him,
why? dont ask miie why, i myself also don't know.
sometimes i really dont know what to do when i think back to the dream,
it looks real, but when i wake up, it' s a dream..
New..
Back home, just now - sch, yuanmei's hse, fajar mac
I'm seriously confuse, tell miie what to do..
i don't know what i can do to stop miie thinking of you.
i really don't know..
i admit. Sometimes, i will still miss you.
i seriously miss those happy times, how i wish i can have you back.
but i know it's impossible, you doesn't wann miie anymore.
So, for what i do now, you just can't be bother anymore. right?
what can i do? nothing, but keep quiet.
First of all, i didn't ask him to be my fake bf..
you just don't know how it started.
whic reason that can make miie play with him,
i will say i just wanna make you jealous.
Like you've did everytime, trying to make miie jealous.
You might think that you did not, you are just doing the things you like to,
but the way you do. it's a yes.
And again, you may think that i'm too sensitive.
Let miie ask you.
for what i jealous about?
Just because i cares.
Now, it doesn't matter anymore,
i can see that you have alr let go.
so, you can do whatever you like now, love whoever you wann to.
i get jealous, is my problem.
Now, it doesn't matter anymore,
i can see that you have alr let go.
so, you can do whatever you like now, love whoever you wann to.
i get jealous, is my problem.
i emo for anything about you, it's also my problem.
don't have to care how i feels anymore.
Go ahead to complain about how bad am i to whoever you wann to,
i heard, i listen will do. i won't give a damn about it. it will only tells miie how you think of miie..
Your wish come true, you got back your freedom.
让我再问你一次，
don't have to care how i feels anymore.
Go ahead to complain about how bad am i to whoever you wann to,
i heard, i listen will do. i won't give a damn about it. it will only tells miie how you think of miie..
Your wish come true, you got back your freedom.
让我再问你一次，
你是不是真的放下了??
告诉我好吗？
我真的很烦。。
Time check! What's the time now? >>>6:24 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
My life goes on as usual,
friends are here when i need them,
sisters are here to accompany miie when i need them,
sisters are here to giving scolding to wake miie up,
All i need is my dear sisters, and friends, Judy, Sinyi, Cynthia, Kimberly, Yuanmei and Jaslin .. etc..
A special thanks to yuanmei 'mummy & Jaslin'baby..
I know you guys been stuck like a sandwich this fews days, or even this whole week..
Really thanks for what you have done, my life goes on.. :)
There is always a sentence that i will remember very well,
" Never regret on what you have done, but regret on what you have not done.. "
yes, this sentence have alr remember it by heart,
everytime when i started to regret on something,
this sentence comes into my mind..
This make miie think through what i should do the next step..
When your chance comes, grab it tight..
chance come suddenly but, also goes off easily..
Must not regret if you let go of it..
Regret for why is the clock going so slow, why is the next chance yet to come..
To Pinhong :
Yeah, i will live happily, cos im very cheerful in the first place.. !!
The turnout today, nobody wants it, we can't stop things from happening.
things that we doesnt wish to happen, it has alr happened.
There is no way we can change it..
My life goes on, i will live well.. In my happiest mood !
Time check! What's the time now? >>>8:40 AM
Friday, July 23, 2010
We had finally reach until the day i doesn't expect to happen so fast..
It's been 58days yeah? Yes, things happening on and off this few days..
I've been crying and crying because of you.. Since last week..
You said that i lied to you, nope i didn't..
What i've said it's all true, i really mean it.
And again, you said that i lied to you, yes, i admit.
i've ask him to keep it from you,
but, try standing in my shoe and think why am i doing all this?
I'm doing all this not because i wanted to make you feel jealous or what,
i want you to be fine, i want to think good for you..
i get worry for you, what i concern for you.. you will never feel anything..
If you were miie, will you do the same thing?
Because of all this, i doesn't want to cling on you anymore ..
Because you are suffering when you are with miie,
even how much i make you come back,
you will never be happy, you will suffer again.
So, must as well let miie be the one being the first to let go,
let you see that i can be happy..
I want you to see that my life goes on as usual without you..
I want you to see that i can live well without you ..
Like i've said,
for you to lose miie perhaps it isn't makes you suffer so much.
But for miie, i suffers really a lot, a lot..
Since, you've know the true..
i think, it's will be a very good reason for you to forget about miie and hate miie yeah?
And, i still treat you as my friend..
If, you don't treat miie as a friend anymore, i got nothing to say.
And, my blog songs will make miie reminds of you..
I remember,
one, it was from camp..
One, it was the song that you sang and made miie angry..
Just because of the first two sentences..
And also one was our song.. Remember?
Memories will never go off,
just remember, we've once deeply in love..
Let it be a dream that we had dreamt tgt..
The 25th, the 44days..
And 9days is the days where tears flow..
Everything will turns into a beautiful memories, a good dream..
Everything will stop, you won't have anymore mess in ur life that regarding miie.
I'm letting go.. And you too..
Slowly let go, don't keep ur feeling to urself it will make you suffer more..
If you doesn't want to say out, write down. Keep it to urself then..
You've promised to take good care of urself.
So, do take care..
I don't know will you be reading this, but it's for you..
Time check! What's the time now? >>>10:22 AM
