Yes, memory remains..

Do you know sometime cuts kills the emotion that you're suffering? I didn't actually believe in such things in the past, but not now anymore. It's partially true, the pain from the cuts kills the sadness sometimes. Whe nyou got the pain, you forget what you're sad about because you the cuts are painful, itchy and all you need to concentrate on is just how to scratch it and what to do on the wound.. It's silly thou, but still..i don't know ?...

Nah, it's kinda to negative. I think positive but, does negative. WTF! Like what my friends had said, "Crazy people does crazy things! " HAHA! Elisa is kinda crazy and seriously mad this few days, fcuk it! Sisters are having problems, friends are having problems, studies are giving me problems too. Sisters says that, "My elisa turns bad alr, *shake head!* " Good to bad. And sooner or later might be, Bad to Worse. Yeah? What am i supposed to do to let them see that elisa won't turn from bad to worse? First thing i needa do is just, study hard and pass my exam with flying colours to cover up all the bad points, i supposed? And from that, slowly slowly, step by step overcome the pain i've always had till now.

The plan that i'm going to follow, no more outing! till the end of EOY which is just another 25more days, and that's it .. From there, the result will either promote me to sec4 or retain me in sec3 .. Hopefully, i can make it to go sec4!

"Even if you treat people kindly and honestly, most of them will still hate you for some reason and you can't complain . "

Time check! What's the time now? >>>11:20 PM