Friday, July 23, 2010
We had finally reach until the day i doesn't expect to happen so fast..
It's been 58days yeah? Yes, things happening on and off this few days..
I've been crying and crying because of you.. Since last week..
You said that i lied to you, nope i didn't..
What i've said it's all true, i really mean it.
And again, you said that i lied to you, yes, i admit.
i've ask him to keep it from you,
but, try standing in my shoe and think why am i doing all this?
I'm doing all this not because i wanted to make you feel jealous or what,
i want you to be fine, i want to think good for you..
i get worry for you, what i concern for you.. you will never feel anything..
If you were miie, will you do the same thing?
Because of all this, i doesn't want to cling on you anymore ..
Because you are suffering when you are with miie,
even how much i make you come back,
you will never be happy, you will suffer again.
So, must as well let miie be the one being the first to let go,
let you see that i can be happy..
I want you to see that my life goes on as usual without you..
I want you to see that i can live well without you ..
Like i've said,
for you to lose miie perhaps it isn't makes you suffer so much.
But for miie, i suffers really a lot, a lot..
Since, you've know the true..
i think, it's will be a very good reason for you to forget about miie and hate miie yeah?
And, i still treat you as my friend..
If, you don't treat miie as a friend anymore, i got nothing to say.
And, my blog songs will make miie reminds of you..
I remember,
one, it was from camp..
One, it was the song that you sang and made miie angry..
Just because of the first two sentences..
And also one was our song.. Remember?
Memories will never go off,
just remember, we've once deeply in love..
Let it be a dream that we had dreamt tgt..
The 25th, the 44days..
And 9days is the days where tears flow..
Everything will turns into a beautiful memories, a good dream..
Everything will stop, you won't have anymore mess in ur life that regarding miie.
I'm letting go.. And you too..
Slowly let go, don't keep ur feeling to urself it will make you suffer more..
If you doesn't want to say out, write down. Keep it to urself then..
You've promised to take good care of urself.
So, do take care..
I don't know will you be reading this, but it's for you..
Time check! What's the time now? >>>10:22 AM
