Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Now is the early morning, 6.24am.
I shall blog before i go to school.
this is the third time i dreamt of him,
why? dont ask miie why, i myself also don't know.
sometimes i really dont know what to do when i think back to the dream,
it looks real, but when i wake up, it' s a dream..
New..
Back home, just now - sch, yuanmei's hse, fajar mac
I'm seriously confuse, tell miie what to do..
i don't know what i can do to stop miie thinking of you.
i really don't know..
i admit. Sometimes, i will still miss you.
i seriously miss those happy times, how i wish i can have you back.
but i know it's impossible, you doesn't wann miie anymore.
So, for what i do now, you just can't be bother anymore. right?
what can i do? nothing, but keep quiet.
First of all, i didn't ask him to be my fake bf..
you just don't know how it started.
whic reason that can make miie play with him,
i will say i just wanna make you jealous.
Like you've did everytime, trying to make miie jealous.
You might think that you did not, you are just doing the things you like to,
but the way you do. it's a yes.
And again, you may think that i'm too sensitive.
Let miie ask you.
for what i jealous about?
Just because i cares.
Now, it doesn't matter anymore,
i can see that you have alr let go.
so, you can do whatever you like now, love whoever you wann to.
i get jealous, is my problem.
i emo for anything about you, it's also my problem.
don't have to care how i feels anymore.
Go ahead to complain about how bad am i to whoever you wann to,
i heard, i listen will do. i won't give a damn about it. it will only tells miie how you think of miie..
Your wish come true, you got back your freedom.
让我再问你一次，
你是不是真的放下了??
告诉我好吗？
我真的很烦。。
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